HEEEE.

self-explanatory.

Don't Think.

Just Do.

Here goes everything.

Let it go.

I don't know what's out there.
I don't know if I'm ready for it.

I know that sometimes you have to cry.
Sometimes you have to be hurt.
Sometimes you have to hurt others.
Sometimes you need to put others' needs before your own.
Sometimes you make others sad so they can be happy later.
Sometimes you have to move forward when you're not ready.
Sometimes you have to let go before you're ready.

This is me, letting go.
I have to let it be.
Let it lie.

Really on my own this time. 
I'm afraid.
I'm vulnerable.
They don't really know.
Nobody does.

Bravery. 
Courage.
Determination.
Inner strength.

I'm hiding.

Here's to hoping...
That there's someone out there
To catch me when I fall.

My papa.

Today, I was telling my daddy about my life as per usual.
Here's an excerpt from our conversation...

I asked:
"Daddy, where are all the cute single boys at?"

Do you know what he said to me?
He said:
"The fire department."

ROFL.
My dad is the definition of awesome.

S2

Cookie monster.

Cookies.

My guilty pleasure.

Forget.

Dear opposite sex,

You know how lots of girls are closed off when you first meet them and it takes them a while to warm up to you or take you seriously because they want to be cautious and they don't want to get hurt

It's because they've been burned before.

Everytime you get hurt, you're a little more closed off and a little more careful with your heart.

My friend once said: "You have to be careful because if you're not, the good girls can turn into bad girls because bad boys mess with their heads."
Anyway, the point is: play nice.

Thanks.

PS/ Girlies, I know it sucks but life goes on, yes? PRINCE CHARMING IS OUT THERE SOMEWHERE - don't miss your turn at bat because you're still in the outfield. Wow, I just made a sports analogy and it wasn't even with basketball.

GO ME!

You know...

Hi,

My name is Stella.
I have a Blackberry Bold 9700.
and I am a BB-aholic.

You know you have an unhealthy attachment and addiction to your Blackberry when:

1) You think the light is flashing when it's not.

2) 50% of the time it is definitely faster for someone to text you to ask you a question rather than to ask you in real-time (even if they are with you in person).

How could this happen?
Well, think about that friend you have that answers your question with "uh huh..." or a non-sensical mumble before resuming their bbm conversation or updating their facebook status. SURE, they get back to you 5 minutes later but the answer is so delayed that you don't even remember the question anymore.

Okay, okay. Truth is, I do it all the time but in my defense, I AM listening and I DO answer your question eventually, don't I!?  

3) You check your phone every time you walk from point A to point B: (a) at point A, (b)usually in transition at some point and (c) once you reach point B. 

4) You impulsively reach for your phone every 2-4 minutes. It's like that ratty old teddy you took everywhere with you when you were like, 4 years old.

5) You bbm while walking across the street... and down the stairs.. and there's been more than one occasion where you have walked into a wall, or door, or fallen down the stairs or tripped because of it.

Yes, I have done all of the above but in my defense, I'm a natural born klutz.

Is that how you spell klutz? It looks funny.  Maybe it's with a 'C'?
Whatever, I'm not submitting this to be marked.
Don't judge me.

6) You will stand in a group of your friends and have a BBM conference with them instead of talking to them face to face - you know, because you can. It makes all those kids with non-smart (aka stupid) phones JEALOUS.
Bahahah - I keed, I keed.

7) You tell your friend you just have to answer a text first - it'll take 5 seconds. They say: "Sure!" because they're SOOO understanding.

Five minutes later, you are now bbm-ing two different people and updating your facebook status.

Oops. - time flies when you're having fun?

8) You take your phone everywhere with you - even the washroom. 

9) If there was a fire, I'm pretty sure one of the top 5 things I would grab would be my Blackberry... along with my laptop, PS3, external hard drive and as many clothes, purses and shoes as I could carry. 

10) I got nothing but who creates a list with only 9 items!? This will be number 10: Blackberry, Crackberry, Blackberry. 

I need to... disconnect to connect

 

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