Monday, May 10, 2010

Back.

Back from vacation and you realize what a difference there is between the environment in Punta Cana vs. Toronto.

The hustle and bustle, the lights, the blackberries, social media tools...

I miss the simplicity of waking up everyday and deciding whether to go to the beach or to the pool... to go to a la carte or to go to the buffet.

I miss being able to eat and drink and not bring money with me.

I miss being uncluttered.

I feel cluttered. Can a person feel cluttered? I have these vague to do's in my mind.. I have thoughts running through my head that I don't know how to deal with yet. I don't want to deal with them yet.

I want one thing but I want the other. The two are mutually exclusive - which makes the decision and the pending consequences more difficult to handle, to assess.

You can't please everybody.

The most you can do is make the best decision that you can - for yourself, and hope that everything else falls into place.


Well, at least I've got time on my side. I love you, time.

2 comments:

  1. I know how you feel.

    I wake up in the morning, swim 20 laps upstairs in the scorching heat and let me ass burn so i have tan lines.

    Then decide to sleep or drink and have fun.

    then workout

    just enjoy, nothing else cluttering my life

    -justinxliu.tumblr.com

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  2. i like your blog jliu =)

    and i'm super jealous you're still on vacation being uncluttered! simplicity at its finest!

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